Forget it all.
9:06 a.m. - 2007-05-07

I just feel all tied up, panicking, like I can't breathe. Maybe I'm selfish to want him here now, to myself. I'm just scared things won't happen the way they should, I'm scared he won't love me anymore. I just feel so fragile now, like I'll break at any moment and just stop breathing. I just want to breathe.

Crying at every possible moment. I need him so bad to be happy. Why can't I be happy on my own? Is this how it's always going to be? He should have left me a long time ago...

All I am is a mess and a burden.

I don't want to be the reason people are always unhappy anymore. I am a worthless piece of crap. A waste of time and a lost cause.

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